(See the discussion of wanderer
versus traveler in this entry in conjunction with the continuing
discussion in my next entry The Wanderer And His Shadow.)
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In Menschliches (638),
Nietzsche makes this exceptionally profound distinction: “He who has come only in part to a freedom of reason
cannot feel on earth other than as a wanderer, though not as a traveler toward
a final goal, for this does not exist.”
Compare this to Christ’s peculiar
command to His disciples, in Matthew 10:16¾“Behold, I send you forth as
sheep in the midst of wolves.” The word sheep has long
acquired unpleasant connotations, and to be sure, nobody wants to be a sheep.
But isn’t it true that sheep, by their nature, are wanderers,
rather than travelers toward a final goal?
It is hard to be a wanderer,
perhaps, much harder than being a traveler, whose journey, even if endless,
still promises the hope of an end. And here are yet further similarities
between Nietzsche’s Menschliches (638) and St. Matthew’s
rendering of the words of Christ:
“But
he wants to observe and keep his eyes open for everything that actually occurs
in the world…” (638)
“…Be
ye therefore wise as serpents…” (Matthew 10:16)
“…therefore
he must not attach his heart too firmly to any individual thing, (sic!) there must be something
wandering within him, which takes its joy in change and transitoriness.” (638)
“Provide
neither gold, nor silver, nor brass in your purses, nor scrip for your journey,
neither two coats, neither shoes, nor yet staves…” (Matthew 10:9-10)
“To
be sure, such a man will have bad nights, when he is tired and finds closed the
gates to the city that should offer him rest; perhaps in addition, as in the
Orient, the desert reaches up to the gate; predatory animals howl now near, now
far; a strong wind stirs; robbers lead off his pack-animals. Then for him the
frightful night sinks over the desert like a second desert, and his heart
becomes tired of wandering. If the morning sun then rises, glowing like a
divinity of wrath, and the city opens up, he sees in the faces of its
inhabitants, perhaps, more of desert, dirt, deception, uncertainty, than
outside the gates -- and the day is almost worse than the night.” (638)
“…But
beware of men: for they will deliver you up to the councils, and scourge you in
their synagogues.” (Matthew 10:17)
As my life has turned out, I am
myself a wanderer. Looking at my
evolution of character over half-a-century or more, it could not have been
otherwise…
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